The first sex scene I ever did...
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Doggy-style queen...
“What the fuck, Robert! I can’t act and I sure as hell can’t sing. I’m great at
fucking and that’s it!”
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BLESSING KANHIWA
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CEO Sparkulous Pvt Ltd.
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I laughed out loud and watched in amusement as Robert, my heroically patient agent, took a deep breath and rolled his eyes.
I was a hopeless case, that much I knew. Plus, my sense of humor straight
outta Southern Stockholm always had difficulties — how shall I say this –
“getting through” to Americans.
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As one of Robert’s stars in his stall, he had no choice but to put up with me.
I liked Robert. He was a fun and creative porn entrepreneur around the age
thirty-five and always ready for business. But he dressed like a blind man’s
clothes hanger.
You’d never catch Robert in a suit. The dress code, no matter the occasion or
season, was always some no-name brand jeans and a t-shirt, topped off with a
knit sweater come winter.
In an earnest attempt to boost this guy’s style, one Christmas I decided to give
him a Hugo Boss shirt. I saw it on him once before it disappeared into the back
of his in stylishly pitch-black wardrobe.
For a little over two years, Robert had managed my career from a second hand
desk cluttered with porn DVDs and AVN awards (the porn world’s answer to the
Oscars) in a three-room office on Ventura Boulevard.
The name on the door was Big Love Talent.
Perfect.
I remember the first time Robert and I met. It was an ordinary weekday
evening at the home of my dear friend and fellow porn star Nikki Benz. Robert,
resourceful as he was, had brought along some “pastries”.
But these weren’t just any shitty Dunkin Donuts. He proudly reached into the paper bag and pulled out a half dozen “edibles”, or baked goods laced with marijuana.
A few carrot cakes later we were deeply immersed in a philosophical
conversation about the big questions in life.
We had managed to discuss how it
sucks getting cum in the hair and the inexplicable price curve for douches when
Robert suddenly began scraping the white frosting off the pastries smearing it all
over his face.
Nikki and I just stared at him. Grinning from ear to ear, Robert exclaimed:
“Ladies! I just got a facial from a five-man gangbang! Someone get me some
baby wipes!”
Nikki and I sat there staring, high as a kite, wondering where the hell these
five gang bangers were hiding. In the end, the only thing left to do was to burst
out laughing.
In spite of the jizz joke, or perhaps because of it, I signed with Robert a few
weeks later. One thing that spoke strongly in his favor – besides the carrot cake,
of course – was that he agreed to a 5% agent commission.
That was my requirement, take it or go eat another carrot cake for all I cared.
Anyway.
That afternoon at Big Love Talents, Robert had thrown out the
crazy-ass suggestion I should audition for a role in Wicked’s upcoming feature
film ‘Rocki Whore Picture Show’, a porn parody of the musical ‘Rocky Horror
Picture Show’.
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I could hardly stop laughing. I mean, Robert might as well have suggested I
try out for a role alongside Johnny Depp in the next ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’ –
that’s how insane it was. No one, not even my own mother, wanted to hear me
belt out tuneless show numbers in broken English.
“But you have to understand, Puma, Wicked asked for you by name,” he
insisted and leaned over the desk to emphasize how serious this was.
And yes, it was serious indeed. Wicked is a giant in the porn industry, and they make big budget features.
There’s not one sane performer out there – except for me – who would ever
think to argue over a role in a major Wicked film.
So no, Robert wasn’t going to let it go. I couldn’t blame him. The golden days
of the LA porn industry were over, making the Greek economy seem like a financial role model.
You had to grasp for every straw, and in his head Robert had already cashed in his commission on my fee, even if it was only five percent.
I gave in.
“Yeah, fine. I’ll do it. When’s the casting?
But tell the Wicked people I sure
as hell don’t plan on doing any singing.”
Some days later I was called in for an audition at the Wicked office in the
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The city’s porn elite is a small world, and I recognized most of the other
people sitting around waiting in the Wicked office lobby and halls.
In the crowd I waved to Randy Spears, Tommy Gunn, Annie Cruz, Xander
Corvus and Nikki Hunter.
Some of them were studying lines, others had brought a guitar and were
practicing some tunes. Seriously, when was the last time you saw a porn star
show up at an audition with a goddamn guitar?
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If it weren’t for the unnatural amount of silicone in the room – well, maybe
not so unnatural for Porn Valley – you might have mistaken the whole thing for
an American Idol audition.
Everyone seemed super-prepared. Yes, everyone except me. I hadn’t even
opened the script they sent me. I had absolutely no idea what role I was
supposed to be reading for.
“Puma Swede!” an assistant called, before ushering me into an office where
director Brad Armstrong and his wife, porn star Jessica Drake, were seated
together behind a desk with a couple of other people from Wicked.
I waved at Brad and Jessica and flashed them a smile. We didn’t know one
another all that well, but ever since we’d met at a swinger party a few years
before, we always exchanged pleasantries and laughs when we bumped into one
another.
They were a nice couple, really down to earth. Like so many other porn directors, Brad Armstrong had launched his career as an actor before winding up behind the camera.
Smart move. It didn’t take many titles before he became something of a Stephen Spielberg of the porn world,
rolling in AVN awards and fat budgets.
If you’ve seen his sci-fi porn epic
“2040”, the biker movie “Speed” and the porn parodies “Men in Black XXX”,
“Risky Business” and “Harry Potter” (featuring a grown-up Harry who discovers the perks of being equipped with a wizard’s dick), then you know his style.
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He makes amazing mainstream porn. A super hard genre these days, but Brad
clearly knows what he’s doing.
That’s when I launched my personal marketing campaign with a speech that
should have been filmed and used as a cautionary tale in PR and advertising
classes all over the world:
“I don’t know why I’m here. I can’t memorize lines and I can guarantee no
one wants to hear me sing.”
Brad burst out laughing.
“Don’t worry about it. We have the perfect role for you. No vocal solos and
just five lines. All you need is blonde hair, a tan and a super-toned body.”
I was instantly intrigued.
“I got this.
Especially the blonde and toned part.”
“Get naked,” said Brad.
I did as he said and spun around.
Brad lit up.
“Perfect! You’ll play Rocki. “
The others nodded their heads in agreement.
I did a double take. They wanted me to play Rocky? A dude?
No, nothing twisted like that, they explained. In Brad’s grandiose
interpretation of the classic musical, Rocky had been transformed into Rocki, the
perfect lab-created woman. Who, among other things, has sex with her
transvestite creator. I thanked him for entrusting me to play the perfect woman,
and left Wicked’s offices with a lead role in my back pocket.
A few weeks later, the script arrived.
No funny business. Just like Brad said, there were five lines, group vocals,
and two sex scenes: one girl-on-girl and one orgy.
I glanced through the list of actors and discovered that porn legend Ron
Jeremy was going to be on board. Immediately, I thought of my no-list.
A no-list–is something most US porn stars have. It contains the names of the
people you don’t want to have sex with, and film companies and directors have
to respect it when casting.
About fifteen guys were on my no-list. Half moonlighted in gay porn. Others
had ended up there for other reasons. One guy had such an extremely bent dick
that he had injured a bunch of girls. Ron Jeremy, however, was not on my no-
list, but surely anyone would understand that I didn’t want to have sex with him,
without me explicitly needing to include him?
When it comes to sex at work, it doesn’t usually matter to me what my co-
stars look like as long as they’re professional. But in Ron Jeremy’s case, it
actually did matter. He seemed really old, really fat and – here comes my
judgmental side – rather unhygienic.
Ron Jeremy might be the biggest legend in the industry. He might be capable
of sucking himself off. It didn’t matter. I still had no intention of having sex with
him. I also realized that I didn’t want to have sex with a guy playing a
transvestite – it seemed a little fucked up. I called up Brad to voice my concerns.
“Brad, you can’t pair me up with Ron Jeremy. And please, can I have sex with
Randy Spears instead of the tranny?” I asked in my most adorable Daddy’s girl
voice.
“You won’t get around the transvestite. He’s your creator, so you’ve got to
have sex with him. But we can nix Ron, that’s no problem.”
Awesome. I was cool with this.
Wicked Pictures is notorious for long, demanding days of filming, and “Rocki
Whore Picture Show” was no exception. Despite the breakneck pace, the mood
was high in the freezing, dilapidated suburban mansion chosen to represent the
castle from the movie.
There were chefs outside in the garden cooking up delicious grub – always a
great way to boost morale – and between shots we actors got to lie around
wrapped in blankets, chatting,
playing with iPads, updating our Twitters and studying our lines.
I was lying around chit-chatting when they told me to get ready for my first go
in front of the camera: a girl-on-girl scene with Brad’s wife Jessica.
One of us was supposed to fuck the other with a strap-on. Me likey!
Especially when I’m the one who gets to do the fucking.
I made a quick move to snatch the strap-on, but Jessica had more say in the
matter, so when she asked to wear the cock, I had no choice but to kindly hand it
over.
Jessica 1, Puma 0.
Who knows – maybe Jessica had heard about the scene where I really got into
it and practically fucked the shit out of a chick with a strap-on. Hardcore —
that’s just how I like it. They don’t pay me to make love. My job is to fuck or be
fucked.
Jessica and I got into position in a room that was supposed to be the
transvestite’s laboratory.
I was clad in gold boots and a gold corset; Jessica wore an old-fashioned
white petticoat and bra.
“Quiet on set. Roll cameras. Action!”
Like 99% of lesbian sex scenes, this one started with a few minutes of licking
and caressing. Next, I lay down over a gymnastics horse and let Jessica fuck me
calmly and carefully from behind. All of a sudden, she started belting out a tune
that went something like this:
“Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!”
Why the hell was she singing “fuck me”? I was the one being fucked here.
All in all, what can I say? This porn musical thing sure was shaping up to be a
bizarre experience.
But the sex was as mainstream as it could be. All the rough stuff, like choking,
spitting and slapping, was out of the question.
Still, I had fun. And I walked away from it all with one more strap-on session
under my belt – pun intended. The film’s final scene was much more
demanding. The grand finale was a giant orgy.
Brad Armstrong, usually the picture of calm, was running around yelling,
while the girls lined up to douche and the guys worked on their erections.
Timing and preparation are crucial when fifteen to twenty people are coming
together to have sex. But Brad had done this before and he ended up getting it all
under control. We were placed in six different groups in the largest room of the
mansion. Heavy red curtains hanging over the windows, old couches and
armchairs and the transvestite’s royal throne in the middle really made it look
like a room in the castle.
For Jessica Drake, the scene started with double penetration, and two DP’s
were going on in two different groups. Others were instructed to start with oral
sex.
Ron Jeremy had two Asian girls at his disposal, and clearly thrilled about it.
As for me, I was grouped with the tranny. Shit luck.
The transvestite had been a pain in the ass during the entire filming – he was
played by an unknown new guy, so I won’t even mention his name here – and I
grew even more annoyed with him when it came time to talk about our scene.
The point of these discussions, which take place along with the director, is to
go through the positions and figure out where the guy is going to blow his load.
The hope is that there will also be some kind of chemistry between the actors.
With the tranny, the chemistry level was below zero. He gave a disinterested
shrug and mumbled something about a blow-job and doggy-style.
I started sucking his half-limp dick enthusiastically, hoping it would
eventually get harder than a pack of boiled noodles. When I gave him a hand
job, he looked at me in horror and told me to be careful.
What the fuck?! What did this guy have between his legs anyway, a fucking
dandelion?
The worst part, though, was that he didn’t even look at me.
He only had eyes for Ron Jeremy’s Asians, who were messing around beside
us.
“I loooooove Asians,” he said suddenly, batting his fake lashes.
Great, what the hell am I supposed to do with that information? Maybe I don’t
like the look of everyone I work with, either. Especially guys like you, dressed
in an idiotic wig, fishnets and a corset. But right now our job was to fuck like
professionals.
Of course, I said no such thing. I just kept sucking and stroking his limp,
skinny dick.
Oh well. My efforts eventually started to pay off. The transvestite’s cock went
from the
consistency of jelly to Play-Doh – imagine that! — and we went at it doggy-
style for a while.
Then suddenly, without saying a word, he pulled out and went over to one of
Ron’s Asians.
Well, I can damn well improvise too, so I quickly pulled myself together and
started fooling around with the other Asian girl. Ron Jeremy, on the other
hand, playing the wheelchair-bound doctor, ended up completely outside the
action.
I had actually started to like Ron. Not that I wanted to have sex with him – no,
no, not that. (I mean, seriously, does anyone really want to have sex with Ron
Jeremy?)
Chatting with Ron during filming breaks I had realized he was funny. Smart.
Even though he showed up on set carrying all his belongings in a plastic bag,
and walked around wearing the same sweatpants and freebie promo tee three
days in a row.
But damn, this dude was driven, and had tons of projects going on at once.
Like his own rum brand, called, amazingly enough, Ron de Jeremy. “An adult
rum, best enjoyed naked”. Break out the Ron de Jeremy, kids, it’s time to party!
On one occasion, Ron and I sat around talking about Sweden. Ron entertained
me with long, fascinating stories about his grandmother, who used the Grand
Hotel in Stockholm as a hiding place for Jews during World War II.
When Ron showed up at the Grand sixty years later, he was treated like a king
and shown photographs of his heroic grandmother.
“Shit, Ron, you’re actually a cool guy! I thought you were some stupid dude
who only knows how to fuck in front of a camera,” I blurted out, in painfully
blunt Puma style. Ron said nothing. He had fallen asleep.
Poor Ron suffers from narcolepsy, and not a mild case either. He could fall
asleep anywhere, and at any time. Since Ron’s character was handicapped, we
often found him asleep in the wheelchair. Sometimes while the cameras were
rolling and Brad was waiting for Ron to say his line.
Now it was orgy time though and Ron had no problem staying awake. Quite
the contrary. To my horror, I saw he was now out of his wheel chair and
dragging himself across the floor in my direction (Ron really stayed in character,
I’ve gotta give him that!).
I felt a wave of panic coming on. I knew I couldn’t just run off set and try to
escape Ron without ruining the entire scene.
Eventually, Brad realized what Ron was up to and shouted, “Ron, back in the
wheelchair! Back in the wheelchair! Now!”
But Ron wasn’t planning on turning back. He continued dragging himself
along the floor, slowly but purposefully. I turned to Brad, who shook his head
and threw his hands up in a defeated “what-the-hell-am-I-supposed-to-do-about-
it” gesture.
There was simply no turning back. So I decided to bite the bullet and make the
best of it. Check Ron Jeremy off my been-there-done-that list.
I looked down and saw him lying there on the ground – the man! the myth!
the legend! – with his belly sticking up in the air and an expectant gaze on his
face, right in middle of this sea of bodies engaged in some serious fucking. The
entire situation felt completely absurd. There were moans and oohs and aahs
coming from all directions. A cameraman yelled, “Now switch to anal sex!”
The air was thick with the smell of sex.
I noticed right in the middle of all this that a laugh was starting to bubble up
inside me. I was able to contain myself and with a huge amount of self control, I
pushed it back down and got back to work – and back to thinking about the best
way to have sex in a wheelchair.
Ron Jeremy’s bulk was truly one-of-a-kind. But he got away with his
generous volume because he was so well-endowed, and experienced. After ten
thousand rounds in the sack – if you take Ron at his own word on his sex
statistics – he turned out, not surprisingly, to be great at oral sex and finger banging.
Plus, he was very thoughtful and kept asking every two minutes if everything
felt all right.
The only annoying thing was that Ron insisted on kissing. Apparently, he
really got off on that.
My thinking was: ok, I can fuck and suck, but I sure as hell don’t want to
make out!
Finally, Ron was ready to fuck me in the wheelchair. Then came the next
surprise:
Ron liked to fuck in a one-two-three-four rhythm: three light strokes followed
by a hard thrust which, I assume for the sake of authenticity, he followed with a
loud grunt.
“Huuuuuhh!”
And every time Ron got the feeling, he shouted eagerly at the cameraman:
“Camera! Camera! Film over here!”
Next, it started to rain. A shower of sweat. I don’t know if it was his age, his
weight or a combination of both, but Ron perspired like a Thai monsoon.
His glasses steamed up. My body was drenched. Not being someone who gets
off on massive amounts of perspiration, I had to summon all of my nonexistent
acting talent to hide how much I was suffering and trying to keep my face free of his sweat.
“Oh, Doctor, you’re so warm,” I said and wiped Ron’s face as best I could
with the paper towel handed to me by a sympathetic assistant.
Ron gave another hard thrust accompanied by a: “Huuuuhhh”.
After about an hour, the orgy began to approach its end.
Time for the synchronized cum shots. With over ten guys involved, this was
no easy feat.
Not a drop of cum could be missed by the camera, and no two guys could cum
at once. They all had to give warning the second they were about to blow.
Brad had set up a preliminary cum shot schedule and Ron and I were the
fourth couple in line.
But when it was our turn, Ron had no plans whatsoever to cum. He was just
getting warmed up.
“No, not yet! We’re fucking right now!” he shouted gleefully, sweat pouring
down his face.
“Ron, give me your fucking cum,” Brad yelled, increasingly irritated at his
disobedient actor.
When Ron was finally ready, he wanted me to count down.
Five, four, three, two, one… then he pulled out and came on my tits.
What a champ!
Ron was obviously pleased with his performance.
“I love Sweden”, he said with a big grin.
When the last guy had blown his load and the cameras were turned off, Brad
approached me.
“Damn, I’m really sorry things turned out the way they did. But you know,
when I saw you and Ron together, it made me excited. You two were so dirty.”
I felt myself starting to laugh again. Instead, I gave Brad an angry look.
“Brad,” I said as sternly as I could, “you really owe me for this one. “
Then I went off to take a shower. The remains of Ron Jeremy’s load lay like a
dried film over my tits.
A long day on the job was over.
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